Not Looking Very Likely

I want to be a mother more than anything in the world. I have been married to the love of my life for 10 years and we have a wonderful relationship. The only thing missing is that little bundle of joy. We have been trying for over 2 years now we have even been seeing a fertility specialist, but still no luck. The doctors now think it's time to take a different course of action, but there's no guarantees with this either. It hurts so much that some days all I can do is cry. I see new mothers everywhere people all around me are getting pregnant. And I have heard it all " don't stress it will happen", "just wait when you least expect it you're gonna get pregnant." "It's going to happen when it's the right time", and my favorite " god has a plan for you". And you wanna know what I'm tired of people saying this stuff to me. Nobody around me understand the hurt and pain that I'm going through. As for god or what ever you wanna call him let's just say I'm a little upset with him. There's so many people out there that don't deserve to have children, yet they seem to pop them out 1 after the other. Then someone like me who would make a great mom and give my child every advantage that I could well I can't seem to have one.
AlyAnonymous AlyAnonymous
26-30, F
2 Responses Dec 10, 2010

isn't it great also how many children are out there who would love to have a mom and dad...but it would require you to pay thousands and thousands of dollars to adopt really isnt fair any way you look at it...

I understand coz I have also been there. I know of a couple who have been trying for 5 years and never gave up. They were fortunate enought later to have twins - Patric and Patricia. So don't give up.