Just Waiting And Hoping...and Waiting..

My husband and I have been married for over 6 years now and still have yet to have a family of our own. I feel very alone in my struggles although I know others out there have experienced the same feelings I have. I've been off birth control for 4 years now but nothing. This past year I started really trying, I've done temperature monitoring, fertility strips and we've hit my ovulation time perfectly for month and still nothing. We have a wonderful life, we live in Germany and do a fair amount of traveling, but there's always that empty feeling. In our lives we've been successful - but this is the one area in my life I feel like an utter failure. It's so painful as I'm sure you all understand. We were the first married in our group and wanted kids - but all our friends and family had their "surprise" babies while we were trying for one on purpose. I'm not sure how much longer I can contain my personal hurt during baby showers. Next month, we are eligible to start the fertility treatments and meet for our consultation. Wish us luck please!!!
SoHopeful SoHopeful
26-30
1 Response May 10, 2012

Sending baby dust your way! My hubby and I are also trying and trust me, I truly know the disappointment month after month when there's no BFP (Big Fat Positive)....I am in my last 2 months of naturally trying and then the doc wants us to move to the next step...Keep us posted :)