I Want to Be a Mother One Day....
I want to be a mother one day. I want that unconditional Love. I want to be the most important thing in someone's life. I want to bring a child into this world, to be the happiest person, and feel so Loved by their mommy.
I lost my baby, since than, part of me has been so empty, there is just part of my heart, that wants to be a mother more than anything. I know that I can't be a mother right now. I know I am not ready to have a baby, and know that it would be dead wrong for me to bring a child into this world, when I don't have a job, and I would have no way to support this child.
I just hope one of these days, I will be a mother. I want that more than someone can even imagine, the longing for it, is stronger than anything else. I don't know, it may be selfish, but it is something that I would really like to do one of these days.