Scared

I lost my virginity at 20, became pregnant but aborted due my family's wishes. Was earning my BA (graduated) but i regreted it even before it happened. VERY abusive first relationship...four years down the drain... he moved on at 24 to a 16 year old and had a baby 9 months after... I moved on (tried). Never concieved again... 27 now... cry everytime my period comes... my partner never wants to discuss it, he never sees a doctor for this and I went as far as to get a laproscopy this April. My exes bby is 2... while I am now becoming unsure of if I will ever have a second chance... guess God is punishing me... He must hate me...
scaredfordreams scaredfordreams
26-30, F
Dec 7, 2012