I Want to Be a Novel Writer
Writing is a release for me....I have always had this passion....as a child, I loved to read and would create stories in my mind, and knew I wanted to be a writer, or an actress where I could act out the scenes myself. A chance to have a different identity, if only for a short while, and then bounce back to reality. It got me thru many hard experiences as a child and young teen thru early adulthood, and even to now in my mid thirty's. I will never give up the pen. I aspire to get off my butt and do something with these ideas that overflow my brain. I allowed real life to let me set these aspirations to the side for awhile, while I did what I needed to do at the time, instead of being smart and finding away to incorporate my everyday life along with my dreams.......I now find myself with the space and freedom to do what I desire most, and have procrastinated a bit, for fear....you know....not that I can.....can I still? Well......my ebb of ideas are now flowing again, and I find myself seeking out opportunites and placements for my creations. I hope this flow does not end too soon and I hope and pray that reality does not clog this opening. I stress alot and that tends to block idea's and for a writer this is a disastrous occurence. I also don't want to limit myslef to just writing novels....I am eclectic this way....I also write poetry too....my husband is in a band and wants me to write songs for them...I haven't yet, but I might write one...we'll see......and I would also love to write childrens books, and greeting cards.......any and all of these outlets would bless me and make me happy......but I don't want to do just one....I want to do them all......
