If I Could

Take all the anger and rage out of myself and bottle it .. I would love it .. but at the same time this is what God is here for ... For us to lay our issues on ...   I dont want to see people grow up the way i did .. anyone not my children the lady next doors children ... no one .. I did way to many drugs and slept with too many people ..  i played  russian roulette  with my life on countless occasions and i dont want to see anyone go through  what i did ....I dont want people to look at me and be like hey remember her .. I want the people around to see me as a positive role model .. and there is a line between caring what people think and wanting to be a positive influence.
starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
26-30, F
Aug 10, 2007