I Want More

I want so much more. I want to be a real woman, not an artificial version. I want to bleed. I want to be the source of new life. I want  to care and nurture that life. So much more I want. But I will have put up with being an imitation of the real thing.

UPDATE March 2010

Since writing this story I have found out I am intersexed.. I have female chromosomes, female hormones and a female psyche. I am woman

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4 Responses Feb 13, 2010

HUGS! I understand sooooooooooooo much. I feel exactly the same way! xoxoxoxo allie

What if you could be a source of a new life, without actually baring it?

And are we in cycle today? If so then I will know for sure that we are in sync

First off young Lady ...YOU ARE NOT AN IMITATION!!!!!! Let's look atit this way, at our age we wouldn't be doing the monthly thing anyway. And as for caring and nurturing, we can and have done that all of our lives.