People have it alot worse then me I know, but it doesnt change the fact that I want out of these walls. No matter where we might move the yelling follows. I used to love my step dad until all the arguing got into the way, when he lied to me, when threatened so many times to leave and never did, breaking my heart every morning before school when he'd walk in and say goodbye...I used to want more time with my mom before she used to tell me things about my step dad behind his back, like how stupid he was, how she hated and loved him at the same time, how she complained about him not having a job, telling me that it was just a matter of time before he'd be out of our lives. I used to love my sister before she blamed everything on me, hit me and always come first. I keep forgiving and trying to let it all go but i just cant stand it anymore and i leave as much as i can. i wish i was anywhere other then here in this house...
SkyliteRouge SkyliteRouge
18-21, F
Aug 4, 2013