I Want To Be A EunuchI cant remember when it first started . Sex has never been important to me . but I do remember when I first got to know about Human Castration . It was on the TV and it was a gay guy how had been Castrated , he chatted about his life before and after but best of all there was a clip of his castration being done by a cutter. I knew right away that was what I wanted to do as well. I thought I would do the same as him and find a cutter on the net .So I got a PC that was some time ago.
I have never got in touch with a cutter although I have been looking .Along the way I found out about Clamping and Banding I have been Clamped and I for a time really got interested in Banding and used to band my self all the time. with both at one time with each I thought I had castrated my self. How ever each time after some mouths thing went back to normal and started working. so now I am back looking for a cutter . When I get castrated I want to see the balls being cut off then I will know is done .No siting wondering if it has worked like the other times .
I have spent time thinking about having it done some times is all I think about .