I Wish.

I wish I could just talk to him...
I cant even remember how long we were together... a few months... but it stayed with me for years.
I didnt love him, not the way i love my current boyfriend.
But there was something.. something special.
We had a chance... infact we had many chances to make it happen.
We were too young.
I always wonder what could have been. It took me so so long to get over him. I wonder if he felt the same way as i did.
Since then we've only talked about it once. And that was last year ... I wish we could be friends, because he is so fun.
But my boyfriend is on edge about him...
Illlusion Illlusion
22-25, F
Jul 30, 2011