Sex And Love With Him

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost a year and a half. He's sweet, caring, loyal and sensitive. He also likes to cross dress. Always only in the bedroom. I think he is sexy and beautiful! I am a female and he likes when I use a strap on. He loves to be taken like a woman. I like to do these things , but I feel as if this is mostly what we do. There is never a roll change . I feel I get more attention with the apparatus than I get with re real me. Because of this my self esteem has dropped considerably. He hasn't gone down on me for months or even barely touched my vagina. When I bring it up he gets angry. He says he's not gay but I'm not sure he's being honest with himself. He says I don't understand him. I do everything to make him happy and support all of his feelings. When it comes to me it's different, so it seems. I want him to want me like I want him. His attempts to touch me, caress me at all seem awkward and uneasy. He's cant explain to me what it is that is so hard to give back to me what I give to him.
Does any one have any insight on this type of relationship? I am so confused and don't want to be hurt or disappointed anymore.
Foegotten1 Foegotten1
36-40, F
2 Responses Nov 27, 2012

Drop this guy like a hot potato. I suggest you visit a website to find other stories like this about what happens when a woman stays with the wrong man for too long.

I love to go down on a woman.I'd stay down there till you had to beat me off with a stick.

I am clean, shaved and have been told many other times that I taste sweet. Why would he not enjoy me?