Well?

A re ya sick of hearing about it yet? Hhmmm well then stop reading now 'cause I'm not tired of writing about it. He's just incredible! I've never had someone care this much! It's actually hard to take it all in at times and giving the trust has been harder than he realizes but I'm trying. I've taken the advice to heart and even follow some of it. I'm not used to having someone be so involved in my world. I mean playing phone games and being silly is one thing but to have someone call your best friend from 2,000 miles away, as a complete stranger, just to get you to a hospital is pretty amazing in my book. Or someone who spends hours researching the best doctors or how to communicate with a sister who moved to another country or parts for your car... it just goes on.

I can't even tell you how many times I've been at the store and I turn to ask him what he wants for dinner tonight... wait, he's not really there... OOPS. Or I see a shirt he might like or wonder what he's doing that very moment because I haven't spoken to him in the last hour. It's crazy... I'm crazy... crazy for him.