I Want To Stop But I Cant

Iv been doing coke for years now, along with other party drugs. Up until a few months ago doing drugs wasn't something i did everyday it was a weekend/party thing. But a couple of days ago my driver had to get paramedics because I passed out and was having a really bad nose bleed at the same time. I'm worried for my own safety and i want to stop using but something keeps bringing me back to it, i no i shouldn't do it so why do i keep sniffing? Its disgusting; I no that. I'm in a really bad place and I no longer no how to help myself. I'm scared.
MissVanDerWoodsen MissVanDerWoodsen
18-21, F
Nov 27, 2012