Maybe it wont happen. Maybe its just a dream. Everyone wants to be happy but it doesn't mean they will be. I don't know if I will be happy. Not sure if I will allow it for myself. So easy to deny yourself things. So easy for me to feel guilty. So easy to just let it go. Maybe I wont be happy ever.
soulrunher soulrunher
46-50, F
2 Responses Dec 10, 2012

I think you are a wise woman and have forgotten your own strength and inner beauty :)
Lets face it - it is quite easy to forget the good in ourselves sometimes

Guilt, the worst of all of evil emotions. I find it very easy to feel that. It's probably the root of my depression/anxiety.
Happiness? Yes, I believe I do have happiness, but alot of time I don't feel it because I'm too busy living with anxiety and depression. I do feel love. I don't think I can have love without feeling some sort of happiness. Do you Love? If you feel love, live in that moment as long as you can. Once one lets go it's back to guilt and ever consuming depression

Thanks for commenting. I do feel love. Maybe just not too often.