I don't know if happiness is a state or a feeling, but it's something in between. But I do know that it's not permanent.

I know that we need to create enough resources to provide for ourselves and the people we love. You need to have enough to not worry about meals or bills.

I know that you don't have to like everything you do. We'll all have to do tough, uncomfortable things all the time. There will always be distractions to drive you away from unpleasant chores but then they'll become more unpleasant.

I know that getting a reward is a great feeling. I don't get this feeling very often, but when I do, I feel justified. It's an overused sentence but "everything feels right". I want to earn the feeling of being rewarded.. And I want to earn it from where it matters. Like finishing a personal project when I'm on a work related deadline won't be that rewarding


I know all these things. These aren't really tough to understand but I've spent quite a bit of time in understanding them. But understanding them not important.
Remembering them in my actions is important. I want to do that.

So yeah I want to be happy is all.
FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
26-30, M
Aug 17, 2014