Maybe Happiness Just Haven't Found His Way Back To Me Yet.

I am TRYING to be happy. I am doing the best I can. But who am I kidding? There's nothing to be happy about the situation I am in right now. I only want the person I love to love only me. But there are two of us now. And he can't bear to see the other one hurt, but he doesn't care if I get hurt. Hah! He's been hurting me since when? Like forever? And damn I gave up everything for him. Sacrificed everything just to be with him. I've kept up with him for almost 3 years. 3 years! And the other girl? He met her just this December and now what? He's batting his eyelashes at her, looking at her with those lovey-dovey eyes, drooling at her feet? That's bull!  Still he keeps on telling me that he loves me more than he loves her her. That he will come back to me by June. And I agreed. So now I'm the mistress. And I have to put on my poker face whenever we hang together with our friends and see them flirting with one another. See? It sucks.  :|  

Fuelicious Fuelicious
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 25, 2010

Thanks for the reply. c: <br />
I am trying to understand him. Really. Because this kind of love? It only comes once it a lifetime. And there's a part of me that really doesn't want to let that go.