I look back and wonder where I went wrong. How did I get to be 30 years old and not be where I thought I would be in life. I am a good person who doesn't hurt anyone on purpose, responsible, loving, caring, and believe in karma. However I am now 30 years old and pregnant with my 3rd child and single. I feel like my life is collapsing all around me and I can't stop it. I just can't catch a break! I have been blessed with wonderful friendships in life but at the end of the day I go home alone to an empty bed. I wish that I could meet a man that accepted ME for who I am and would able to love me. All of this stress would be so much easier to deal with if I had someone who was in my life that said, "You know what I know it's hard BUT we are in this together. We can make it." Is that such an outrageous request? sigh.