Somethings Gotta Give....

I look back and wonder where I went wrong. How did I get to be 30 years old and not be where I thought I would be in life. I am a good person who doesn't hurt anyone on purpose, responsible, loving, caring, and believe in karma. However I am now 30 years old and pregnant with my 3rd child and single. I feel like my life is collapsing all around me and I can't stop it. I just can't catch a break! I have been blessed with wonderful friendships in life but at the end of the day I go home alone to an empty bed. I wish that I could meet a man that accepted ME for who I am and would able to love me. All of this stress would be so much easier to deal with if I had someone who was in my life that said, "You know what I know it's hard BUT we are in this together. We can make it." Is that such an outrageous request? sigh.

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1 Response Mar 25, 2011

You want what most people want; someone to share the burdens of life with. It's definitely not to much to ask. You're situation is both fortuitous and unfortunate. Many people have found their other half by the time they are your age. On the other side of the coin there are many people who are much older than you who are even worse off than you. You have the advantage of having three children to help lift your spirits. <br />
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I feel for you but trust me, every cloud has a silver lining. Even if you can't see it. It's during the darkest times in our lives that we realize just how precious the tiniest sliver of light is. It's important to know that a life without these dark times would be meaningless. Cling to the three little lights you have now and keep moving on until you find what you're looking for. I wish you a life of misery and happiness in amounts that help you to appreciate just how important each of them are.