To Love And Trust Again

Smiling throughout the days
Alone in misery, sorrow slowly ending me
The world is just an empty space

I have gotten good at pretending, pretending that I'm okay
The pain is buried locked away
The bed empty and cold

Dying more inside
My heart gone
I hope for happiness

Slowly going numb inside
The truth I'll never seek another
Life is like an illusion that won’t go away

Fear of loving once again makes me wonder
Is it worth it should I let it go
I am broken down again

Today I find it’s all too hard, to love and trust again
noelli noelli
56-60, M
1 Response Jan 17, 2013

I believe that we are twins in events!! Thank you for posting this.