I know this wall, this paper and this tears can't help me getting better. Sometimes I just dream there is somebody will hold my hand and my shoulder and tell me that everything will be okay. I try to believe there is one love for me then. I try to understand why people around me didn't like me. They say bad things about me that I never done. But I never think to hate them. I love them all and I care about them although they never think that I'm exist. Please God, I wish someday there is somebody will protect me, holding me tight, caring me, loving me. Yeah ... I wish that will happen in my live.