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November Syndrome

This is the right description I feel right now.

After my master's I am now back to regular working mundane. But at this time I also work at weekends. Yes, I work 7 days. Well, this is temporary since a mother asked me to have review class with her child. Well, okay, I benefit since I'm earning good and which means I cn use that for travelling in couple of weeks.

However, eventhough with busyness I get these days, at night when I lay down I can sense the feeling of loneliness.

I know it is a season that this feeling keep coming back. It's a season where after another month, it is heading to another year. And to think of a year has passed I think of what have I done and what have I accomplished and need to do.

With this scenario, I have wanted to be held and tell me that everything will be okay. I need somebody to be with me afer a long day of work. Most of the time, what I feel at this moment is that I wish there is somebody I can be with this Christmas.

But what I want the most is not a temporary shoulder. I need someone who will last.

Eventhough there are willing, there is something inside of me trying to retaliate and afraid of...but I know I need him. I need him badly.

yenohtel yenohtel 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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It's so weird that someone else has the November Syndrome! I thought it was only me. Every year at this time I start looking back over the past year, only to realize that once again. I'm wishing for that real someone who at the end of the day will make everything seem unimportant because I have a special person in my life. One that will be there the next season and the season after that, etc..Thanks for sharing this post!

It's so weird that someone else has the November Syndrome! I thought it was only me. Every year at this time I start looking back over the past year, only to realize that once again. I'm wishing for that real someone who at the end of the day will make everything seem unimportant because I have a special person in my life. One that will be there the next season and the season after that, etc..Thanks for sharing this post!