I Am Ready For LoveI've gotten so far in my life and accomplished so much, but I have yet to be in love or to be loved. I've been in relationships, none of which where good for me and I knowingly entered into them thinking because they were not what I wanted I could get what I needed from them. I then had the audacity to act surprised when they gave exactly what I gave.......nothing. I realize now because the people I dated and I chose to be in my life were only there because I thought I wasn't worthy of being loved by who I WANTED or DESERVED to be loved by. So I dated abusers and users expecting them to be a prince charming in disguise. Funny thing was I didn't even like the guys as people or even attracted to them but I thought this is what I can get only get or this is what I deserve. As I think about it now I was so delusional in my self worth and the capabilities of those guys. You can find a treasure in a garage sale but you should take people for who they are. Now that I've learned this, I've grown from it, made myself better because of it, now I am open and ready to give love, be loved, show love because I am worthy of love. Here for the one I WANT and DESERVE to be loved by to take me as I am.
TomboyChic 26-30, F 5 Responses 9 Nov 24, 2012