I've Never Had That...ever

So I was talking with a friend of mine the other day. He told me want he does for his girlfriend, from the small things like buying flowers, writting her little love notes, doing goofy things with her, taking care of her when she's sick and a lot of other things. He likes being her friend(he always tells me) but also her lover. He loves being there for her when she needs him. He always tells me that he doesn't do it for her but because he enjoys it. I'm totally happy for him and her.. But I can't help or stop myself from being envious and jealous of that...not that I want to be with him or whatever because I don't see him in the "light" he's just my friend. Lol but I've never had boyfriend who actually enjoyed being my friend(or if the guy ever did he NEVER told me lol) or actually did those things because he wanted to not because that's what he thought that's what I wanted from him. Over all I'm very happy for my friend but I can't help to wish for something like that one day in my life...
DarkAngel0309 DarkAngel0309
26-30, F
Jan 13, 2013