Being Lonely

I wake up knowing that she's out of my life, i go to sleep hoping to hear my phone vibrate and wishing it was her. I walk the halls hoping that she will stop me and begin to talk. All of these little things are what still tear me apart. A part of me wishes she still cared for me but another one wishes i could let her go. Like everyone else, i just want a girl who will love me and care for me.
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Jan 16, 2013