It Hurts

I wake up
I have breakfast
I go to work
I come home
I have dinner
I go to bed
I have done this routine for the last 4 years of my life alone.
It hurts knowing that I'm alone
It hurts waking up and finding she isn't asleep on my arm
It hurts having breakfast without her laugh filling my heart
It hurts going to work without her goodbye kiss
It hurts coming home to an empty house
It hurts when I make dinner for 2 when there is only 1
It hurts when all I see is an empty bed when I go to bed
It's been 4 years since she past away, yet it still hurts as if it was yesterday
I just want somebody to love me
Why does nobody love me?
Puharanator Puharanator
18-21, M
1 Response Jan 21, 2013

im so sorry for your loss :( and i want to tell you that there is definitely someone out there thats waiting for you to come to them. they wouldnt know it yet but there is someone out there but you have to make the first move.

get in touch with some friends and go out together, go travelling (find a tour operator and travel with like minded people), or do something on your own like joining a class or find a hobby because having a hobby could also allow you to meet new people.