I sent this to my SOS. What do you think if you got it ? Just curious ...

Good night babe. You're on my mind. I was thinking... Do you think I write you here too much? To you in general? I feel I want more attention from you but I don't want to run you away. I rather have what we have then nothing you know. But I do know that I long for more attention by you. Please don't get me wrong you have done what you can and I understand that. I also know that you have taken chances to send me extra texts here and there and even on days I wouldn't never think I would. We kinda have our schedules worked out. But I tell you that it's a great feeling when I hear from you unexpectedly. It's seems to sometimes be at the right moment, when I really need you, or I m thinking about you, missing you. You always bubble me... My heart skips a beat. A smile comes over my face. Guess I got long winded again but it's seems that we don't really talk. I miss that part of our relationship. I know we have so much more than awesome sexual connection. I would love to go out again. Please understand I know that was hard and sneaky. To me it was the best date I've ever been on cause it was with you. Our trip to the grocery store ... Loved it! Always thought our everyday things like that would be different. But I loved it still. As I love you! There are so many things I want to share with you but not wanting to scare you away.. ( by writing you here too much or wanting too much) I know how this works. But I can love you still and want to share my life with you. I have played out many of dates with you in my head, I have loved you in my dreams. I really have it bad, my friend even told me today ... Your in love with him. She sees it. I know it!! I love you ! :-*
dsuzy dsuzy
41-45, F
Aug 23, 2014