Lately...Lately I have been contemplating on my love life and I keep on going back to the one question that I try to answer, but can't seem to find the answer to: "Am I ever gonna experience the joy of loving someone and of being loved by someone?"
I ask myself, "maybe I'm so busy at work that I don't notice someone trying to get my attention..." maybe I'm too picky that I unintentionally reject someone who's been making me feel like I'm special to him..." maybe, just maybe... I don't want to be involved with someone!!!"
A lot of maybe's huh? Well, I'm trying to cope with my depressions and so far I haven't been really successful at it,.,