I'd Like.....

to be loved in a way that isn't just lustful or sexual.  I want someone to love me for my heart, my mind, and my passions.  Not for my looks, breast size or waist size.  I know true love exists out there, I just haven't found it yet, or it hasn't found me.  I want to be respected, and not treated like a doormat.  I want someone to look into my eyes and say they love me to my face, with no expectations of anything but love in return.  I have always felt that I love too much in my relationships, and I don't think that is the right thing.  Love should be unconditional and exciting, not fearful and timid.  I've been abandoned in some pretty evil ways, and yet I still have hope that I can find true love.  Is that blind love?  I don't think so.... I think its determination.  All the bad things that have happened to me relationship-wise, doesn't hold a candle to experiencing love.  I'd do it all again if I had to.  Naivety is possibly my guide, but none the less, my hopes are not squandered completely

 

~W

Amastacia Amastacia
26-30, F
3 Responses Feb 13, 2010

I wanted that to so bad.<br />
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I cry every night and put my self to sleep .<br />
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Wanted that .<br />
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I been looking for long time .<br />
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Good luck to you .<br />
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Wish in my dreams that I find it.

thank you for that wonderful comment.... I really appreciate your words

I am an unconditional lover too! At this point in my life, I am not so sure anyone could love me like I have loved, but I am ok with that. To have loved greatly and deeply is better than any love you feel in return, in my opinion. Everyone will fail you. I have been in love with a person who has used me for 13 years, but I am not bitter. I love him more today than I ever have. Do not feel bad, because you have a gift. Just do not let anyone take your character away, because that is when loneliness and depression set in. Be proud of who you are. Unconditional love is hard to give and find today. Perhaps it is even hard to accept for some people. Perhaps that is why you have been rejected in such evil ways. I am starting to believe this and I am ok with it. In all honesty, I would do it all over again, even if I knew my fate.