I Want to Be Loved
I MET A MAN. OH HE IS SO WONDERFUL... HE TALKS TO ME, TOUCHES ME, TAKES ME OUT...I FEEL SOOO LOVED! HE TOOK ME THREE STATES AWAY TO MEET HIS MOTHER...HE SAID"I LOVE YOU, I WANT TO MARRY YOU". IM PREGNANT...WITH TWINS, WE ARE NOT MARRIED YET. HE SAYS" KEEP MY BABIES PLEASE, I PROMISE WE WILL STILL GET MARRIED, I JUST DONT WANT TO MOVE THE DATE". WE MOVED IN TOGETHER... WE DONT TALK ANYMORE, HE BARELY TOUCHES ME, WE NEVER GO ANYWHERE TOGETHER...IM SOOO TIRED OF ARGUING!!! SOMETHINGS WRONG, ONE OF THE BABIES STOPPED GROWING...EMERGENCY C-SECTION...WHEW, THEY ARE BOTH OKAY...2 MONTHS EARLY...HE IS SO WONDERFUL, BY MY SIDE, LOOK AT HIS SMILE, HE IS SOOO HAPPY! HE SAYS " YOU HAVE GIVEN ME THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE, I LOVE YOU, OUR CHILDREN WILL HAVE EVERYTHING". HE WONT SIGN THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE, HE FEELS HE NEEDS TO PROTECT HIMSELF AND GET A DNA TEST FIRST...99.999999999 HIS TWINS! HE NEEDS SPACE...I MOVE OUT...HE BREAKS UP WITH ME...KNOWING HIM HAS BEEN THE MOST DEVASTATING YEAR AND TWO MONTHS OF MY LIFE...I STILL LOVE HIM!
