I Really Do

I wish I was more self confident in myself and my decisions. I try to hide my self esteem issues from everyone around me, only my intermediate-family knows what I struggle with. It's very difficult, frustrating and just maddening to feel the need to second guess myself on so many things and compare myself to others. Sometimes I feel like I am going to have an anxiety attack from all of the pressure. No one really understands how I feel, they think I'm just blowing little-everyday-issues out of proportion. Maybe I really am, which is why I am trying to learn to be a lot more self confident and to love myself, be more positive. But it's hard.
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1 Response Jan 17, 2013

I understand V.V I go through it everyday

your welcome :)