I will admit that when I first saw Mr. Lee Mingwei site and then the stories of Thomas Beatie before it became know that he was a FtoM trans person, I was filled wiith hope that one day I might finally expereince what I longed, for so many years. In a way my hopes were dashed to find out the true stories behind the individuals. I still hope that sometime in the future, people like myself will be able to live the feelings, emotions, the ups and down of creating life within our bodies.