My First Love...........

Hello ,
When i was in grade 7 that time i fall in love. She was my first love.........
and we were just talking with each other for years...........so at the end of our 7 th grade i lost that love because i was failure.........and the other thing was when i went to talk to her she refused to talk with me then i told myself ok fine...........after a year i left the school as well the town where i was living and went to other school for studies and after 2 years completed my highschool studies came back to the town where i was living recently ................. living there past memories brought tears to my eyes and one day my first love called me to her home i was feeling embarrased coz she wasnt in contact with me from last two years and why did she called me.....i went to her home and looking at her after two years i was gone to flashback again she talked with me then for two months almost we were in contact...............but she again broke and refused to talk and i remembered one thing that was she wanted a novel to read and i purchased that same novel and gifted her............she called me and said why did u bought this for me? i told her that u wanted so i bought......then at the end of the year there was her b'day so for a week i was develpoing a graphicall website to gift her....and on the b;day i called her and was going to say happy b'day someone on the phone told me that its wrong no. and i was totally lost coz i wasted hours daily to develop the website i was stucked on the computer for a week and theres no respect for what i done..................so i told forget her but was not that much easier..............and after 3years i got a no. of her i called her and i said hello. she replied hello thrice and listening her voice i was so happy but was not able to tell her thats me coz it was not that much easier thn i kept messaging her but she didnt replied thn i said to myself forget her ......so left my past memories in past and heading to future with new desires,goals and ambitions................

is there anyone who can be my love and friend as well with whom i can talk share and love............................
lovelygunj lovelygunj
18-21, M
1 Response Dec 16, 2012

Aww :( I can be your friend, I'm a pretty good listener and I love talking and sharing :)

fine i want to b ur friend add me as friend