I Want To Be Wanted.

Okay, So I have alot of friends but I still feel lonely, I still feel unwanted, I still feel not loved enough. I need someone to want and need me. I strongly feel that it is my mother's fault I am this way. Growing up she never showed me affection, and so I crave it so very much even still to this day I try and hug and kiss her, and she always pushes me away. And I know she is just not affectionate person, but I was very attached to her growing up. I want someone to love me as strongly and even more than how I love my mom. I need to be someones world, I need someone to smother me, Kiss me, Hug me, Eat, Sleep, Breathe me, and until then ill remain unhappy, But ill just stay waiting, I believe he is out there waiting for me as well.
HazelNut93 HazelNut93
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 10, 2012

I understand you because I have this same problem, but I believe that better times will come.
I think you're beautiful

you have to open ur heart and that man will come so be carful how you blow off as not ur type cause he might be the one