I Will Always Come In 2nd...My husband once told me that he loves our daughter more than he loves me. It really hurts my feelings. I know he still feels that way.
Don't get me wrong, I love our daughter too... I feel like I love them both with the same intensity, but in different ways. My daughter is our creation and our reason for living. But before she even came along, I chose my husband.
It's not like I want to "win this race" or anything... and I don't have any animosity or jealousy toward my daughter. I just wish I could share being his everything with my daughter. But I can't... because she is his everything. Both of them are my everything.
frontier 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 Oct 12, 2007