I Want To Be So Much Stronger

Now that I've finally have reached a decision of what I want in my life, I been thinking of all the missing out in my life that I have done. To me it's kind of depressing but little by little, I've been overcoming many of my past weaknesses. One thing that still bothers me is the fact that I see my past of what I did and see nowadays younger people with similar ambitions but are already prepared to begin to walk that path while I took years to reach the same conclusion, ''sigh'' well is a little of let down for me still I transform all that in competition. I really don't know if that is healthy but is keeping me going for quite some time and has helped me get stronger. Although to me getting real strength lies in forgetting about what I did and focus on what I am suppose to do but in order to do that I'll have to take it one step at a time, one things for sure is not easy and sticking to it is even harder but if I don't start I will never get there and also that means my competition defeated me. Oh well I guess I got my work cut out for me huh.
Leingod189 Leingod189
18-21, M
1 Response Jul 18, 2010

You're still very young, but I understand what you mean. I'm 24 and I'm just starting to deal with my issues. Good luck to you.