I Want to Be the Best Submissive For My Hubby
I have no idea what happened to my passive hubby. I think he was kidnapped by aliens and returned a different man. He's leading, making decisions, guiding me, and teaching me. However, one of his pet peeves is my poor judgement when it comes to time.
Here's an example: I know it takes 45 minutes to get ready for work in the morning. I have 3 alarms set (now 4). But yet I don't get out of bed until 30 minutes before I need to leave. And another: We are ready to walk out the door, and it's then that I take the time to -- What? clip toenails? open mail? whatever I don't need to be doing at that moment. I know it's about focus and keeping my thoughts on what I'm supposed to be doing. It's just what I do. So- because of that, this week is "time training." He has literally nearly every minute scheduled. if I have to be somewhere, I have to text him when I arrive. I get one hard swat with the paddle for every minute I am late somewhere if it's my fault. Lately I've been 15 minutes late for work, and obviously that has to change.
This morning I was 2 minutes late, but was forgiven because it was icy. I realized tonight that I haven't submitted my time to him. As I was thinking about my attitude from all the work he had me doing tonight, I chose to just let go of my control on time and trust his timing. I got past my attitude without blowing it. That was an accomplishment. But it surely is frustrating to live by the minute.
But between you and me, I love it! And I love my new Dom!!
Here's an example: I know it takes 45 minutes to get ready for work in the morning. I have 3 alarms set (now 4). But yet I don't get out of bed until 30 minutes before I need to leave. And another: We are ready to walk out the door, and it's then that I take the time to -- What? clip toenails? open mail? whatever I don't need to be doing at that moment. I know it's about focus and keeping my thoughts on what I'm supposed to be doing. It's just what I do. So- because of that, this week is "time training." He has literally nearly every minute scheduled. if I have to be somewhere, I have to text him when I arrive. I get one hard swat with the paddle for every minute I am late somewhere if it's my fault. Lately I've been 15 minutes late for work, and obviously that has to change.
This morning I was 2 minutes late, but was forgiven because it was icy. I realized tonight that I haven't submitted my time to him. As I was thinking about my attitude from all the work he had me doing tonight, I chose to just let go of my control on time and trust his timing. I got past my attitude without blowing it. That was an accomplishment. But it surely is frustrating to live by the minute.
But between you and me, I love it! And I love my new Dom!!
By:
aquiet1
Age:
36-40
,
Female
