Small Again

I miss being small. I'm 5'2". The smallest I've ever been was at 106, and that was when I was 16. I miss being this tiny little thing. I love seeing my closet full of XS and size 1-3 jeans. Now weigh 140, seeing size S-M and size 5-6. It totally disgusts me. My boyfriend tells me when we started dating, he was always afraid that he would break me in two since I was so small. But I was happy when I would just eat a 40 cal yogurt, and dinner when I got home. I loved seeing my ribs, my hip bones, and my shoulder blades. I've started not eating again. I've been sick this past few weeks, so I've lost some weight. I want to lose more. I want to stay as small as I can for the rest of my life. No matter what it takes....
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18-21, F
Sep 24, 2012