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Progress

I am progressing to having this person....entirely. Obviously, I have to talk to be understood, but I'm getting there. Something about Ben....screams someone you can be honest with and open up to. And I do....always. We have a lot of the same issues, grew up with the same kind of life style...all those fun things. It's only a matter of letting myself open up completely. That last little step of not hesitating when he asks what's wrong....of letting him do what he wants to so badly, make me better. I'm getting there. It's just hard after you've never had that....
MacabreFanatic MacabreFanatic 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2012

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You dont have to hide anything from me Ali. I love you, and happy to be with you. You make me happy. I only want to help. I wont force you to talk about things. Only when you are comfortable with it <3

I know. &lt;3 I open up to you more than anyone else. O.O

Yay &lt;3 You know i only want to help my Ali :)

Tee hee, I know, love. &lt;3

what is wrong?

Depends on the day. I get....depressed.

hmm... depression seems to be exactly what it is, just very dark. my boyfriend deals with depression and never wants to talk about it, so i understand why you dont exactly want to share why you get depressed either. I know this will sound cliche, but you have to focus on the positive things in life. He makes you happy, correct?

Of course, he does.

Okay good, I figured haha. Just try to focus on him then, think about how happy he makes you and how important you must be to him. I know something as serious as depression wont just go away by doing this, but it definitely helps

Alright...I will try. Thanks. ^_^

Anytime!:)

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