Square One: Why I'm Here

I found this website while ******* around the internet one day, trying to soothe the deep wound left by the knife of this loneliness. Or rather, by the loneliness I can't help but set up for myself.
See, people at school (and..most other social settings) don't seem to like me very much. Maybe it's because I'm 'different'. Because I don't say much. Because..they've heard something, or whatever. I have a few friends, but for the most part, people seem to ignore me.
They probably don't do it t ohurt me. They just..don't care enough to try to NOT hurt me.
I'm afraid to reach out to the people I have because I'm scared. I don't want them to know that I can be needy. Don't want to bother them.
But here..I don't want to be scared anymore. I don't want to feel like I'm bothering anyone here. I want to have people that I can call my friends. Close friends. I want to be close to a person who wants to be close to me. Maybe you're not that person, maybe you are. Either way..you're reading this. Isn't that a start?
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1 Response Dec 16, 2012

Just beginning:)