Keeping It All To Myself

I don't think anyone i've known has ever understood me fully. When I'm around other people, even my best friends, I put on this act. I act normal, even overly positive than normal people. I give my friends advice like I've got everything together. But inside I'm just dying, like screaming I feel like. I think about killing myself all the time. But whenever I open up even a little to my friends, it feels strange and awkward and I promise myself I won't ever go that deep with them again. Because it just never works.

personsuomynona personsuomynona
1 Response Mar 6, 2010

i know exactly how you feel. lets talk.