Having A Crappy Week :-(

I just want to know why people feel like they have to kick you when you're down....???  I feel like this ALL the time.  I'm always trying to catch up, always behind no matter how much I try, never good enough. 

My biggest issue is this - I have a wall up and don't really let anyone into my life.  How can I knock down the wall (a little, not too much), and still stay strong?  I don't want people to think I am "crazy", but I know I have good things to say.  I know people could like me if I could just figure out how to give people a chance.  I'm so afraid of getting hurt and not being able to trust anyone.  I still feel like I need my wall up a little bit for me to function, but I need to be more understood by other people too.

Any ideas?

pearllost5531 pearllost5531
26-30, F
1 Response Mar 11, 2010

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