Too Much To Ask

For someone who understands what it's like to have fuckked their life up, and can't do anything about it yet due to all the insecurities, social anxietey, and depression they have.  who just wants to start living their life not only in their head anymore, and needs somebody there with them to go through life with. yeah, just described myself.  but is that too much to ask?

germanianscooterboard germanianscooterboard
18-21, F
7 Responses Mar 16, 2010

hang in there kid, I have been there many times and it sucks, but you gotta keep pushing yourself to do the things that depression keeps you from doing. I know easier said than done. If you have read any of my experiences you should see that I know what I am talking about.

sometime i feel the same way..i mean why can't people love the way i am..why i have to try...i mean why i have act like funny smart or blah blah,,,so that everybody lyk me...why i have to smile where inside i m screaming..aaahhh...i hate this...really i do..

all you can do is keep searching but alas nobody will show you the real self at the first glance,so that you could tell what the person is up to.<br />
youre beautiful and that attracts people who dont care about your inner world<br />
while this also keeps off the ones who would understand you well.<br />
just keep trying if you still have the wish to

i feel the same way sometimes to,,

Wow, I feel like you're describing my life...

If you are not happy and at peace with yourself, another person will not bring it to you...write a positive list about yourself, get out there and mingle, join clubs that probe your interests and you will attract like minded people...remember, young, beautiful and freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Get out there and grab life by the balls, you are young, beautiful and in the best most carefree years of your life...remember, when you are feeling down, there are always ALOT more people in the world doing far worse and in unimaginable lives...