Never Enough

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm pushing myself so hard because I want to be worth something. I want to make my parents proud for once. It's so damn hard never ever being enough. And I'm so sick of it. I'm starting college finally, I have two jobs, sometime this month I start my volunteer training for a help hotline. I'm slipping back into depression and I hate it. They can't even see it. I never really knew depression was something I would struggle with my whole life I thought I had control...
Undecided321 Undecided321
18-21, F
2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

Print this. Share it with your parents. You feel they're judging you, but no one on this earth loves you more. Let them help.

HEH wow ....... it looks like you are in a big depression ..... well i don't think you gotta make your parents proud because they are already proud that you are in collage and then to jobs ... and really you don;t have to push your self hard just believe in what you can do and who you are don;t change :D and really nice topic