I've always wanted to become a helpless bedwetter again. I've tried hard at times for the last few years but lost my discipline to wear diapers EVERY night and the embarrasment of diapering around my wife always got to me. Fear of the Depends leaking hasn't helped either. About a month ago I decided to face my humuliation and start putting them on where I get ready for bed even if my wife happend to see me putting it on. After all, I "need" them and I can't hide it from her anymore. Now that I've been consistently wearing - I'm going to get serious! I just bought a case of Abena diapers which rarely leak. From now on, I'm not going to allow myself to go to bed before I drink 3 cups of water to insure I have to pee during the night. When I wake up, I'm letting go no matter what position I'm in and if they leak they leak. Until my Abena's are gone, I will not deviate from this routine. If my body hasn't learned to wet in my sleep after 50 nights ...I'm going to be really mad!