Cleaning Is My Outlet.
whenever I am stressed out, or just have nothing better to do, i clean. it helps me think clearer. it makes me feel less claustrophobic. makes me feel relieved. like everything is much more open now. like I can finally breath. and it makes me feel I'm worth somthing. because no one seems to take attention to me or appreciate anything I do unless I cook or clean. and I like the feeling of cleaning more than cooking, although I am great at both. cleaning is somthing I do whenever I go to anyone elses house, which some people have found offensive, but its not intended to be offensive. I just like folding laundary and sweeping and doing dishes and dusting :)