Remorseful

I had a wonderful family with 2 kids and I didn't treasure it. I crushed it and regretted itvvwry much. My husband forgave me.. but I live in guilt and sadness..I am always suspicious about my hubby.. thinking that he is out to revenge.. I am a failure as a wife and as a mum. I don't want my husband to live in misery but I can't seem to change myself not to be suspicious all the time.. I need help badly.. I feel like dying because I am feeling remorseful of what I have done to hurt my family.. I can't work because I have no focus..I get frustrated n depress so easily.
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 10, 2013