Everyday I think about committing suicide I was raised with the idea if you're a good person loyal honest and nice set of ventually you will find someone who loves you but these are false pretenses. This world has changed there is no place for a guy like me anymore. I have to ask why even try to be a decent person any more? Although I don't have the ability to change my personality I do have the ability to commit suicide and everyday I think about it. I do think it will eventually happen I just don't know when.