I Don't Think There Is Any Other Option
Ive already written about this, but I am losing hope for a miracle. I just made the finishing touches on my "suicide box" or goodbye capsule if you will, today. Letters to my family members, every last one of them, old friends, pictures, and a few other things.and wrapped it all in plastic and it's in a sturdy snap up box so nothing will get damaged..it will never be enough, but it gives me some solace knowing they will get it. I just hope to god nether of my parents destroys the contents out of anger with me...that would be horrific, I spent a lot of time and heart into those letters and I want everyone to get theirs and read it and keep it. *sigh*. I don't understand why this is happening to me, I have been a good person my whole life..more than good, not perfect, but pretty darn good on the inside.