Suicide

Everyday I wake up I feel suicidal. I'v been depressed for a very long time. I don't know a way i can kill myself with a gun or prescription pills. I know I can jump from a high building, but I don't live by any. I can get hit by a train, but I dont want to get disfigured. If only I can make a pact and we can work together, but if I can't find one I'll still find a way to kill myself before my next birthday.
Mylifeisending Mylifeisending
18-21, M
May 6, 2012