I Want To Die

I have mental illnesses & I suffer from chronic pain & the doctors around this piece of crap town won't perscribe anything that works. I also miss my children who live in a different city & my husband won't move back there with me. I have no friends. I have tried to commit suicide so many times I should be dead, but I'm not :& it makes me so mad! I drank some all purpose cleaner & wouldn't you know it, I'm still here. I've overdosed on tylenol pm & nyquil together so many times & I'm so angry that God won't take me. That's about it.
bluejamie bluejamie
41-45, F
May 16, 2012