To Tired To Fight.

I'm done fighting, there's no reason for me to keep going. My life is completely worthless and meaningless. Everyday is harder than the last, why keep living? I have nothing to offer in life, just a walking waste of space. There's nothing in me that anyone cares for or about. I used to wish that one day I would have friends or maybe even a girlfriend but I was an idiot. I can't offer anything of value to anyone so why would anyone ever like me? People can't even "use" me to get things they want out of me that's how worthless I am. The worst part is when people pity you and try to make you feel, not because they care but to help themselves feel better. I can't offer this world anything so it has no need or desire for me, I should of killed myself a long time ago, I was just to stupid to see how worthless I am. I hope the few people that show to my funeral don't laugh to hard at how pathetically few people are there.
WhyBother22 WhyBother22
22-25, M
1 Response May 18, 2012

Hey, you are on here and reaching out to connect to people. If you were a waste of space you wouldn't even be alive...but you are. I've felt like you before, it's the skipped record in our heads...over and over we repeat the negatives to ourselves. That MO isn't working for me and doesn't seem to be working for you either. We have to change the record. Fake it till we make it. In the meantime, do you have a counselor, try medication, join a support group - or even join some other group related to an interest you have. I know we hear that all the time, but if you don't have any friends, then having something in common gives you a head start. I'll be praying for you. Keep reaching out. People on EP are very supportive. :)